You're alright but I'm here, darling, to enjoy the party.

hello - martin solveig ft. dragonette good song that one (Y)



so it seems like i haven't written here in a long time. so just to catch you up it is now 2011 and it already feels like it is the middle of the year. ew. as i walk through the shops at the moment the realisation hits me as i see the back to school sale signs. no more school for me! i have already started working, it is now my second week and i am still so nervous. i am currently in training and it's not very welcoming when people training you tell you that you're job is very hard and strenuous at times and is also a very unorganised area. oh great.
but it should be good, because i've met the people i'm working with and had a week in there with one of the girls who used to do it. besides, they continue to tell me that they're right out side my door if i need help.

so my friend mark, who is into singing and plays guitar etc he keeps telling me to learn bass cause i have one so we can make a band and put on our own gigs haha. but i seriously cannot play any instruments i try but i am far too uncoordinated, which is awfully annoying. i went over to his house on friday night and we were jamming, which is incredibly brave on my part, because i usually don't sing for anyone like that. but there we were chilling on his bed singing juno songs as he strummed away on his acoustic guitar. it was pretty awesome, i've been wanting to do that with someone for a very long time and to be honest it did measure up to how i thought it would feel. but still i feel so awkward and shy around him. its so weird im not usually like this, but just everything to do with him in person i get so nervous.. but like on msn or text i am fine. probably because there is so much expectation from our mothers, ohwell.

i cant really think of much else to say really. besides if i did keep typing i would probably just ramble on haha.
anywayyyyyy till next time.
take care deary's




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