jacque ames

JACQUE AMES


what a beautiful name, representing such a beautiful girl.
you were only young and it was just you and your hippie mum from america. it was such a pleasure to meet you, you showed such a positive outlook, although it must of been tough. i remember being jealous because you got so sunburnt yet you tanned so fast and you were able to ride jonesy. it was so much fun that summer when you and katy were there. riding everywhere on the quads, racing each other and meeting the horses with their bad breath haha, feeding the little poddies and big mumma cows, that you didn't have to worry about your hat falling off when standing in the back of the tray and laughing when i lost mine, also teaching sam and me the old rocking chair song. you weren't able to wear your braces because of the radiation therapy yet you have the most beautiful heart warming smile i have ever seen. it would be able to lift a room full of miserable parents and their sick children... that is how many of us would like to remember you. you were the smartest at school although you were so busy fighting for your life. your love for science has encouraged me, as i now want to be an astronomist. perhaps, then i could work out why all of this happens. why some people are taken so early and others are allowed to live the rest of their life. especially the good people, like you. mum tries to tell me that it's just the circle of life and that we'll never know why some people are taken early or not, but it still just seems so unfair. your poor mother now has nothing it seems, but don't worry she's staying with kim, mark and sam. i wish i was able to come to your funeral, because that way people would be able to see the amount of lives that you had touched. you are my hero jacque ames and i thank you for your surprising christmas texts or the one saying "oh truuuee" about going to the safe house, but mainly for teaching me the most about living your life and taking nothing for granted. sure people can say this over and over again but never really do anything about it. from this day i will try my hardest and throw myself into things full bore, i will strive for my dreams and beliefs.. and you know what? it will all be thanks to you (:


may you lay your head down free from pain, and now rest peacefully watching over those who love you.












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