rebecca rose littee

you actually make me so happy.

thank you for always being there and asking for hugs (:

you always care about the smallest things that not many people would ask about

and it shows that you actually care about everything.

you dig deeper than "how are you?" and without even talking can tell somethings wrong

even if the person has the biggest smile on their face

you then turn their smile into a genuine one

you are the definition of lovely

and i'd just like to thank you for the friendship

you continue to share with me

i hope we can be friends for ever

because i enjoy being your friend so much

you make me simply happy

love you

♥

wow

just found this on tumblr

i had to continue reading it.

What about the person that has to find your body, surrounded by blood?
What about the terror and pain that they’ll have to remember for the rest of their lives?
What about them having to feel guilty for being “too late” every day of their lives?
What about them holding your body and screaming in agony as they can’t even get the strength to leave you to get a phone to call for help?
What about the depression that you’ll leave them in?
What about them having to walk away, their clothes soaked in your blood and their tears?
What about them yelling at your paralytic body “Please live! I love you! I need you! Please.”?
What about all the tears you’ll cause people that you aren’t even aware of?

What the fuck about them?

Life is so fragile, and we fight for it every day —even against our own hands.
When you kill yourself, you’re also becoming a muderer.
You’re killing pieces of the people who love you.
You’re tearing holes into their hearts that can’t even seal with time.

So what about them?

jacque ames

JACQUE AMES


what a beautiful name, representing such a beautiful girl.
you were only young and it was just you and your hippie mum from america. it was such a pleasure to meet you, you showed such a positive outlook, although it must of been tough. i remember being jealous because you got so sunburnt yet you tanned so fast and you were able to ride jonesy. it was so much fun that summer when you and katy were there. riding everywhere on the quads, racing each other and meeting the horses with their bad breath haha, feeding the little poddies and big mumma cows, that you didn't have to worry about your hat falling off when standing in the back of the tray and laughing when i lost mine, also teaching sam and me the old rocking chair song. you weren't able to wear your braces because of the radiation therapy yet you have the most beautiful heart warming smile i have ever seen. it would be able to lift a room full of miserable parents and their sick children... that is how many of us would like to remember you. you were the smartest at school although you were so busy fighting for your life. your love for science has encouraged me, as i now want to be an astronomist. perhaps, then i could work out why all of this happens. why some people are taken so early and others are allowed to live the rest of their life. especially the good people, like you. mum tries to tell me that it's just the circle of life and that we'll never know why some people are taken early or not, but it still just seems so unfair. your poor mother now has nothing it seems, but don't worry she's staying with kim, mark and sam. i wish i was able to come to your funeral, because that way people would be able to see the amount of lives that you had touched. you are my hero jacque ames and i thank you for your surprising christmas texts or the one saying "oh truuuee" about going to the safe house, but mainly for teaching me the most about living your life and taking nothing for granted. sure people can say this over and over again but never really do anything about it. from this day i will try my hardest and throw myself into things full bore, i will strive for my dreams and beliefs.. and you know what? it will all be thanks to you (:


may you lay your head down free from pain, and now rest peacefully watching over those who love you.












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edward

what a dog cuz.
i drive all the way to the gold coast with three friends. yeah to chill on the beach, but mainly to see you.
i had a fight with my parents and probably lost their trust because i told them i was only going to my friends house. it was night time and i was tired but no i put in the effort to come all that way to see you but you can't see me because you are half way through your main course. i'm pretty sure you could have a least said hello.


i say i have to leave really soon and you say sorry i'm still at dinner, probably with mates from the same place as you that you've spent the last five years with. then you have the decency to ask me if i could come back later. sure i said it was your week and i could see you whenever but i don't appreciate being treated like a puppet doll being played with whenever you feel like it.


i thought so highly of you. i liked you so much, i was willing to lose everything for you and then you can't even see me for at least a second. well shows me how wrong i was about you and that you can never really trust anyone especially over the internet.


just wanted to say thank you and that i hope you enjoy the rest of your week hitting on schoolies sluts.


take care


















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