hi,
i haven't been on here in ages.
probably because i haven't been at a computer for weeks and then i forgot.. sorry.
anyway so it's the beginning of february and school has started for the year and so on.
but guess what? it's grade twelve this year SEN10's bitches, i am so excited.
i really don't like my school at the moment, because the teachers are shit and its just so poor and unjust. i only go to see my friends. it hasn't always been like this. i loved school at st. clares and at the end of primary school probs because of bird but yeah. other than that it's been a bit of a meh journey of twelve years of my life.
at the moment im kind of into learning, i really want to go to tafe this year and learn italian properly instead of half paying attention in italian classes from seven to nine. and then after i do that i might study another language. i wish i could just know languages haha, like when foreigners are talking probably about you then you could just know what they are saying and talk to them then they'd fully be shocked heheheh slyyyy.
listening to heaps of music. at the moment im really enjoying florence + the machine, she has such a unique voice and the sound is so organic, it's quite beautiful. also downloaded axle whitehead's music, chasing pavements by adele and i've been listening to mango tree by angus and julia stone probably because it reminds me of my time away having to rake mango leaves every two days, fun times, actually surprisingly.
another thought that i had is that i want to convert to buddhism. im currently doing research to make sure that it's proper and so i know what it is rather than just saying i am and only for one reason. the main reason for this is because im having trouble believing in the catholic god at the moment. after visiting the little children at the out patients who have leukemia i don't understand why they are there with their families having to suffer. if there is a god why does he put people, even children through that pain? when my brother had a tumor my mother's friend gave him the healing buddha which sat above his bed and helped him get better, i believe it worked. also, im not one to believe in heaven.. so there is a place you go after you die and do what? just chill even though you have no recollection of any of it. i believe that after death we are reborn into something greater. and this is why im looking into buddhism because it has similar beliefs.
so theres a big catch up blog, hope you enjoy it.
im tired and i dont seem to listen to music when i write blogs, so im going to do that.
possibly write again soon.
ciao for now .
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